Earlier this evening I was replying to a political thread on Reddit, a site for discussion and link sharing. I carefully crafted and published my comments. Within minutes, I felt a familiar anxiety. Are people reading and liking my comments? Every few minutes I’d reload my comments to see how they were being voted upon. I feel the same anxiety when I write comments for any important internet discussion group; forums, mailing lists, Youtube replies, even thoughtful emails to friends. Why does it matter so much to me? On a site like Reddit, it’s not about money or reputation. Oddly, I seem to care what anonymous readers think!
I asked myself: What is my purpose in writing these comments? I want to exchange ideas with my peers. I want to find my peer group – people who understand my ideas and my approach. I want them to read my careful words and see value in my ideas. Why my emotional response? Because sharing my ideas is personal. That’s when I realized that comments on the internet are nothing compared to the peril an artist faces when publishing artwork.
“Art is a selective re-creation of reality according to an artist’s metaphysical value-judgments.” Art represents the artist’s beliefs about reality and self. A work of art encompasses the artist’s craftsmanship, choice of subject, and the passion necessary to bring ideas to life. The artist takes those very personal things and then may choose to share the result with others. The artist’s very soul is being exposed to everyone experiencing her art.
Knowledgeable people
I’ve always wanted to share my discoveries with everyone I know. If I made a new friend, I wanted a way to introduce them to all my past discoveries.
When I was younger I could quickly share everything I knew. Now I have too much knowledge to make that possible. I know things I can’t even remember except in the right context. I’m beginning to understand that intellectual people have such a huge amount of knowledge that it’s impossible for them to share it exhaustively. They may have also integrated their knowledge, making it even more unique and valuable!
Such a person has a value that isn’t directly transferable or accessible; the only way they can share what they have is over time, in the right contexts, with friends. They have so much to share that a friendship with them will always be rewarding.
This discovery reinforces for me the importance of identifying committed intellectuals, and the value of spending time with them even without a specific goal. It’s a more principled approach to valuable relationships.
I imagine I have a lot more to learn about this.